Friday, October 9, 2009

Payday

Finally, it's payday!
Thanks to the Deepavali holidays, we get to have our pay in advance so now I have 2 months pay!
Having mixed feelings though...I was happy because I'm finally earning my own keep but I did not felt as excited as I should have been when I got my first pay.
Maybe it's due to my long and hectic day at work today. In addition, I have an on-call this Saturday at the Methadone Clinic. Hate on-calls.
Just waiting to go back to KL this Deepavali...

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Posting

Just when you think that things cannot get anymore screwed up, they eventually do. And in a major way.
Got my hospital posting today and guess where I got thrown off to?
TERENGGANU!!!
I have no connections whatsoever to that state, and if you want to trace back my origins I think I would have more in common with China compared to TERENGGANU.
And I will have to report to work within 1st-15th Sept.
There's also no point in appealing to KKM unless you're one of their own.
Really pissed off at the moment. And definitely throughout posting.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Another Unproductive Day

I am such a lazybum. I can't help it. Updating blogs is just not my thing.
Not many things have been happening lately except that the "much-awaited" letter from SPA (note the "enthusiasm"?) has finally arrived last Friday.
This means that we will probably have to start working around end July-early August. And my holidays just started not long ago. No fair.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Just trying to delay my work

I am so freaking tired...I want my sleep back!
I can barely keep my eyes open while I am typing my hospital placement diary (from last week), diaries are such a pain in the ass. I can't even keep up with whatever diary that I have ever owned in my whole 22 years and now I am forced to update my placement diary everyday (which I still don't unless I have free time there). I don't even update my blog often enough!

I am going through Outpatient rotation this week and my god you have to dispense medications and counsel patients in BM there! OMG! My BM is so terrible let alone Chinese language, I chose to be a pharmacist in the wrong country! Guess I'll have to work with what I have. Tomorrow's my turn to dispense and counsel on MDI use. In BM. Keeping my fingers crossed!

Staying in Vista kills. There is nothing here! It's almost like a prison, except that the living conditions are not as bad. Still...people who live here have no life whatsoever, now I know why they can be so studious and score so well during tests. Because all they can do here is study. I am not saying everyone but most people who live here

Just got off on the phone with mom and i was complaining of the boredom here and she told me "Who ask you to stay there?". It's not that I want tooooooooo......I was forced tooooooo....I miss my home...ma, I want to go home!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

This is just great

Isnt' it great when your patients can finally be discharged from hospital?
Especially when your cases have to be clerked till they are discharged.
I was so glad just now that two of my patients can be discharged.
But at the final moment, they were forced to remain at the hospital for further observation.

One minute I was so elated and the next it's like someone threw a huge bucket of iced water in my face. Ouch. 

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Yet another whiny post

It has been so long since I last blogged that I almost forgot how to create a new post.
It was such a busy semester with all the research stuff going on and the pain is agonising. Thank God research is finally over. How did I live through those days of inadequate sleep and doing lab work from 9 in the morning till 9 at night and the one month break that was meant to be a break for me ended up as a non-break because I had to deal with the whole research dissertation and some other things...but anyway all of that is in the past now.

Now I am in my final semester and I have to go for hospital placement in December. When everyone else is going for holidays and haveing their vacations. And I am stuck in a hospital clerking cases. Of course I am not the only one, everyone in B105 has to go through the same thing. Guess I can't complain as much then. But still...

Anyway, I'm still counting down the days till you come back PaoEe. Faster come back...........

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Friend?

True friends are hard to come by these days. A friend is defined as a person, who is usually not a member of your family, whom you know well and whom you like a lot. Like it or not, friends influence us in many ways, and some "friends" will try to change you into something you are not and most of the times the new you is not a person you can like or be proud of.

I do not like it when "friends" spread hurtful words and rumours about other friends no matter how true they are. And the worst of these type of "friends" are those that can do this with malicious intent and glee. Utterly disrespectful. It is almost like an addiction to them. They do this because they feel that they are alone and they do not want you to have other friends other than him/herself. These "friends" talk bad about other people to you so that you cannot face them without feeling ashamed or being fake as now you know something that you should not know about them, and eventually you will drift away from other people and you can only turn to these supposed "friends".

Light gossipping is one thing but "friends" who spread venomous gossip about others is an entirely different story altogether and beware of these "friends" as they can declare that they are your "friend" in this moment and backstab you in the next second when you are not looking.

Another type of "friend" that I despise are those that put you or other people down in the face just to make him/herself feel better about themselves. These "friends" are those who know that they are lacking in many ways but they choose to put someone else down or hurt the feelings of others just to prove to themselves that somehow they are superior beings to others instead of working on their weaknesses or trying to look at themselves in a positive light. Hopeless.


Also, there are "friends" who take other people for granted when they themselves do not want others to take them for granted. What hypocrites.

The traits of these "friends" is too long to list in one post. Human nature can be so ugly sometimes.